talk about me being anything but happy...
i just dropped in to say that speed racer is back, so my dad's back as well!
so, back to my title.. i had a dream last night.. well, everybody dreams every night! it's just that my dream involved someone new in my life... a person i met for only a few weeks...
he's name is ---- ------. i can't expose his identity here, 'cause he's not the kind of guy i'll really have the hots for.. well, i do like him.. he's someone special for me...
well, about the dream, it's kinda embarrassing actually... instead of dancing a sweet dance, it became a really HOT dance. a DISCO dance.
kill me if i'm lying, but hell, i don't go to discos! my first and last disco was when we had our parents' night, and that was only a mild disco dancing where each and everyone of my batchmates kind of enjoyed! and no, i was not that wild. i only laughed and danced to a bit of music!!
so anyway... back to this dream of mine again... i just have to share this, but i really love it when he's smiling and stuff like that... it feels like i'm becoming breathless when i see him flash that smile i love!
he's not a very typical guy... when it comes to talking to girls, he's more of the shy type.. but back in my dream, we were talking animatedly!
sometimes, people say.. well most of the time, they say that a dream is the opposite of reality.. well, figuratively and literally, i guess..
in that dream, both of us were happy... both of us were enjoying ourselves.. does that mean, that what i dreamt of last night will never happen? does that mean that, he will never look at me, no more than his anthrop groupmate? someone whose face is familiar because she sits diagonally behind him in matapre class?
or someone whom he can also love and share his happiness with?
JUN. a bitch has been crazy about you. this bitch is not giving up, until you realize her importance.
JUN. watch out. because i'm deathly coming.
over a cup of coffee @
5:47 PM
