.s o u l.

my life. my rant. i write.
welcome. whatever.
you get to read some.
you get to learn some.
i get to write.

you are desperate.
i am desperate.
we get to accept that as life

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.a n g e l.

once upon a time, an angel was sent to earth. she didn't like humans. she despised them. so one day, god gave her a soul and took her wings. she suddenly felt hatred, loathe, anger, pain and suffering. she prayed to god to take her soul and give her back her wings. but god told her, "learn to be a human, and you will be an angel again. i will give you back your wings, and take you back to heaven. but you have to accept how it is to be human first." so the angel lived a lifetime on earth. she realized that being a human is better than being an angel. so one day, when god finally took her to judgement, she pleaded to let her live another life on earth. "it doesn't matter if i no longer have my wings, or if i can no longer experience eternal happiness. learning to sacrifice is what has given meaning to my life now." god immediately broke into a smile. he gave the angel back her wings, but also gave her a soul.

.i n t r o.

You are my all my everything
You are the light when the dark closes in


.d i s t r a c t i o n s.

as if you don't know already...
.jaika.jae.jake.leejinhae.kimmie.
.super junior addict.
.dong bang shin gi addict.
.ISAK and EVAN fangirl.
.jaejoong .junsu.
.k-pop.TOHO.




.links:

♥ Cinderella
♥ SE W910i

♥ Siberian Husky
♥ jaejoong's cooler
♥ T-Concert DVD
♥ that Tohoshinki Black Shirt
♥ DBSG character shirts

♥ flats
♥ JanSport backpack
♥ Hancock tickets
♥ Batman premiere tickets
♥ dakki pillows
♥ TITUS wrist watch band
--not TITUS, though ♥ external hard disk 100++GB
♥ credit card

♥ Hero-Style cross earrings
♥ Xiah-Style earrings
♥ Yehsung-style headphones pendant

.d y s l e x i c.

♥Music♥

.bed time stories.

||♥|| Sweet Melancholy
||♥|| The Underground
||♥|| The Gangster Prince ongoing
||♥|| Presidential Daughter: It's A Beautiful Thing ongoing
||♥|| Classroom Diaries
||♥|| Lost In A Trance:CD II
||♥|| Beach House ongoing

.s u g a r d r o p.

|| March 2007 ||
|| April 2007 ||
|| May 2007 ||
|| June 2007 ||
|| July 2008 ||
|| August 2008 ||
|| September 2008 ||
|| October 2008 ||
|| December 2008 ||


.t i t l e s.

vacation is here!!
i never meant it that way
confidential! don't read!
unharmed.. but yeah, hurt.
another dare
the prodigal... daughter??!
ok that's it! i've had enough for the night! i'll ...
something to say..


.e x t e r n a l s.

lady lucks
|| dan || gerty ||

cyber
||jenn ||
|| marga || nadz ||
|| edline || jhocel || khleine ||



.t a l k s.




.credits:

[FONTS DaFont]
[CODES fern*]
[LAYOUT DESIGN Lavendertutu]


Sunday, April 29, 2007

hmmm
just think of it this way. my mom chose what's best for me. unfortunately, 'what's best for me' isn't always something i want.

if i cried today, would there be anything given to my part? no. there would be none.

so to stop myself from creating/ doing more nonesense, i decided to be an angel and put away all stuff in my laptop aside. my dad would be using it, so for the sake of his patience, i decided to delete my files and burn them unto a cd.

but then i realized.. i can't edit my stories.. T__T

i'll have to do them some other time then.. too bad..

over a cup of coffee @ 8:26 PM