.s o u l.

my life. my rant. i write.
welcome. whatever.
you get to read some.
you get to learn some.
i get to write.

you are desperate.
i am desperate.
we get to accept that as life

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.a n g e l.

once upon a time, an angel was sent to earth. she didn't like humans. she despised them. so one day, god gave her a soul and took her wings. she suddenly felt hatred, loathe, anger, pain and suffering. she prayed to god to take her soul and give her back her wings. but god told her, "learn to be a human, and you will be an angel again. i will give you back your wings, and take you back to heaven. but you have to accept how it is to be human first." so the angel lived a lifetime on earth. she realized that being a human is better than being an angel. so one day, when god finally took her to judgement, she pleaded to let her live another life on earth. "it doesn't matter if i no longer have my wings, or if i can no longer experience eternal happiness. learning to sacrifice is what has given meaning to my life now." god immediately broke into a smile. he gave the angel back her wings, but also gave her a soul.

.i n t r o.

You are my all my everything
You are the light when the dark closes in


.d i s t r a c t i o n s.

as if you don't know already...
.jaika.jae.jake.leejinhae.kimmie.
.super junior addict.
.dong bang shin gi addict.
.ISAK and EVAN fangirl.
.jaejoong .junsu.
.k-pop.TOHO.




.links:

Cinderella
♥ SE W910i

♥ Siberian Husky
jaejoong's cooler
♥ T-Concert DVD
that Tohoshinki Black Shirt
♥ DBSG character shirts

flats
♥ JanSport backpack
Hancock tickets
Batman premiere tickets
dakki pillows
TITUS wrist watch band
--not TITUS, though ♥ external hard disk 100++GB
♥ credit card

Hero-Style cross earrings
Xiah-Style earrings
Yehsung-style headphones pendant

.d y s l e x i c.

♥Music♥

.bed time stories.

||♥|| Sweet Melancholy
||♥|| The Underground
||♥|| The Gangster Prince ongoing
||♥|| Presidential Daughter: It's A Beautiful Thing ongoing
||♥|| Classroom Diaries
||♥|| Lost In A Trance:CD II
||♥|| Beach House ongoing


.s u g a r d r o p.

|| March 2007 ||
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|| July 2008 ||
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|| December 2008 ||


.t i t l e s.

My Wishlist for '08
Hi! I'm your Poring Friend!
The Gods Are Back
aaron yoo
school enrollment. *bow*
Spazz on TVXQ!
Pops in Seoul 1000th Episode
K-pop Party in Manila
Red Shirt
On Being a Fangirl


.e x t e r n a l s.

lady lucks
|| dan || gerty ||

cyber
||jenn ||
|| marga || nadz ||
|| edline || jhocel || khleine ||



.t a l k s.




.credits:

[FONTS DaFont]
[CODES fern*]
[LAYOUT DESIGN Lavendertutu]


Tuesday, May 8, 2007

dude. you thought wrong!

it's awful when people talk about you behind your back. especially when what they're only saying is that your this and that.

AWFUL, spell it, i feel it.

i shouldn't have done it. now he thinks his the guy i'm talking about here all over!

if you're accidentally reading this, you THOUGHT wrong!

atkelankapanagingtopicngblabbingko?

hmph. it's the best choice and the best option to change my blog address. but not like it's my fault, right? he shouldn't be jumping into conclusions here and there. it's bad for the health!

well... i think i'll calm down for now, and think of it this way.

a bunch of weirdos ahead, don't stop.

bleek! like that'll do. but it will!

whatever. i'm blabbing nonsense.

gotta go.. people like him SUCKS!



Sunday, May 6, 2007

why are there frogs on my page??!

hmmph! what is so wrong with this lay out? the last time i checked, there were no frogs. i repeat. NO FROGS!

what on earth is happening here? huh?
okay, so when i say i'm angry, i totally am!

so anyway.. i hate it when people offer me something i like/love and i simply can't do it. not because i don't want to do it, but because there are some reasons why i can't!

i'm enrolling tomorrow and tomorrow i get answers!m sheesh. why is life so difficult?

but then.. haha. again i'm barging into the net when i'm suppose to be on hiatus! how come i can't do that? well.. tomorrow i'll definitely be out so no one looks for me okay?!

hmmm.. now what do i do woth those frogs?! the only time i loved frogs was back when i was in sophomore.. gah..! frogs!!



Thursday, May 3, 2007

a new look.. but supposed to be on hiatus.

wow. i can't believe my blog looks different from the very first day i started to make one.
so, i'll just explain my case at the moment very briefly.

i'll be on hiatus, if that's what you call it. i'll be gone for, let's say, 3-4 days.. hope i'll be back sooner than expected!

my oppa is home so he's the one who'll be using the pc more often, and ih by the way, my brother's patience is not that good so i guess i'll be staying away from the computer when he's around. gah! i hope i can do that, 'cause i'm seriously itching for this dang keyboard.

anyway, don't think bad about my oppa! he's actually very nice, but at times... well you'd rather not talk to him at all..

so about this case of mine.. i'm really serious about using the pc at important times. i'm an aspiring writer *ehem* and a computer is really important. so what the heck am i blabbing about?

hey. i'm not suppose to talk about that when my title is all about me being on hiatus. but heck! how can you talk about being on hiatus when you're actually online and loving it?

so what i'm trying to point out here is that whatever happens, it happens for a reason. -->that doesn't make any sense at all, does it? who cares, i guess i'm the only one reading it, so PEOPLE you don't care about it, okay??

but then again, i have to be nice. dang i hate it when i do something i don't exactly do. like being away from my computer. and needing to visit the opthalmologist--> or however you spell it, 'cause i badly needed a new pair of glasses. all because of my eyes. *sigh*

-->random thoughts people! i just realized that a non-frequent visit to the FRONT DESK is a major crime. so, i'm a criminal? okay people who's randomly reading my notes, ignore my endless blabs. i'm KIDDING.

until then.. >>i actually thought i have endless blabs<<>

okay that's it! end of discussion!

over and out!!