.s o u l.

my life. my rant. i write.
welcome. whatever.
you get to read some.
you get to learn some.
i get to write.

you are desperate.
i am desperate.
we get to accept that as life

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.a n g e l.

once upon a time, an angel was sent to earth. she didn't like humans. she despised them. so one day, god gave her a soul and took her wings. she suddenly felt hatred, loathe, anger, pain and suffering. she prayed to god to take her soul and give her back her wings. but god told her, "learn to be a human, and you will be an angel again. i will give you back your wings, and take you back to heaven. but you have to accept how it is to be human first." so the angel lived a lifetime on earth. she realized that being a human is better than being an angel. so one day, when god finally took her to judgement, she pleaded to let her live another life on earth. "it doesn't matter if i no longer have my wings, or if i can no longer experience eternal happiness. learning to sacrifice is what has given meaning to my life now." god immediately broke into a smile. he gave the angel back her wings, but also gave her a soul.

.i n t r o.

You are my all my everything
You are the light when the dark closes in


.d i s t r a c t i o n s.

as if you don't know already...
.jaika.jae.jake.leejinhae.kimmie.
.super junior addict.
.dong bang shin gi addict.
.ISAK and EVAN fangirl.
.jaejoong .junsu.
.k-pop.TOHO.




.links:

Cinderella
♥ SE W910i

♥ Siberian Husky
jaejoong's cooler
♥ T-Concert DVD
that Tohoshinki Black Shirt
♥ DBSG character shirts

flats
♥ JanSport backpack
Hancock tickets
Batman premiere tickets
dakki pillows
TITUS wrist watch band
--not TITUS, though ♥ external hard disk 100++GB
♥ credit card

Hero-Style cross earrings
Xiah-Style earrings
Yehsung-style headphones pendant

.d y s l e x i c.

♥Music♥

.bed time stories.

||♥|| Sweet Melancholy
||♥|| The Underground
||♥|| The Gangster Prince ongoing
||♥|| Presidential Daughter: It's A Beautiful Thing ongoing
||♥|| Classroom Diaries
||♥|| Lost In A Trance:CD II
||♥|| Beach House ongoing


.s u g a r d r o p.

|| March 2007 ||
|| April 2007 ||
|| May 2007 ||
|| June 2007 ||
|| July 2008 ||
|| August 2008 ||
|| September 2008 ||
|| October 2008 ||
|| December 2008 ||


.t i t l e s.

My Wishlist for '08
Hi! I'm your Poring Friend!
The Gods Are Back
aaron yoo
school enrollment. *bow*
Spazz on TVXQ!
Pops in Seoul 1000th Episode
K-pop Party in Manila
Red Shirt
On Being a Fangirl


.e x t e r n a l s.

lady lucks
|| dan || gerty ||

cyber
||jenn ||
|| marga || nadz ||
|| edline || jhocel || khleine ||



.t a l k s.




.credits:

[FONTS DaFont]
[CODES fern*]
[LAYOUT DESIGN Lavendertutu]


Thursday, March 22, 2007

i never meant it that way

i don't know what i said.
you said it was okay.
just don't mind me
i never meant it that way

he is such a loser! because i fell for him now i am too!
i'm sorry if what i did isn't the right thing. but someone just asked me to do that. and i'm a person who's concerned regarding a broken friendship.

i never meant it that way.

walaakongsinisisi.

in fact i'm regretting the whole deal. but what more can i do? it's over. you hate me just as much as i like you.

putresnayan

you're really something, you know that??!!!!!!!!



Wednesday, March 21, 2007

confidential! don't read!

i shouldn't be posting this here, but since i love the way i made it, i'll post it for the sake of my desperate want.


snow_love:

A lover of books at heart, this girl doesn’t mind reading her time away. This cheerful gal doesn’t need material things to make her happy. A bunch of true friends and comrades, and a dose of love from her family and loved ones are all she needs to make her contented. Her friends and family are her strengths and without them she’s feeble. Although a born optimist, sometimes, she lacks self-esteem, thus all else fails when she thinks everything does not go her way. But even so, our lady here knows that everything happens for a reason, so no regrets.




Monday, March 19, 2007

unharmed.. but yeah, hurt.

there's nothing wrong with liking somebody, right?
especially if that person likes somebody else.
more specially when that person likes your best friend!
i'm sorry to say this,
but hell!! i think everything's wrong about it!
most specially when your best friend does not even like that person!!

hello??!!
earth to every one??!!
let's be practical here.
i know i'm hurt, and i know that i have no right to be.
just because the world didn't give me anything to get angry and jealous about..
well anyway.. i don't get a thing about what i'm saying except the fact that i'm blabbing about someone who doesn't really care about me.

i hate you!! and i hate the way i really don't hate you!!

just keep me unharmed.. and try not to hurt me...



another dare

wahaha!!

my class starts at one so i decided to write here first.
anyway, i haven't been very busy so i thought of writing a new story.
hope it gets good readers!

be back later for more news!



Sunday, March 18, 2007

the prodigal... daughter??!

i just came in from mass..
whew! we were late and we had to stand at the left wing of the church.
but enough about that.. let's see..

most of us knows the story of the prodigal son, and it made me think.
am i like him?
frankly, i am, sometimes.
i admit, i'm a stubborn daughter and it kinda makes me feel guilty now.
i wonder if my parents will do the same if ever i committed something wrong..

how about you? are your parents ready to accept you... again??



Saturday, March 17, 2007

ok that's it! i've had enough for the night! i'll do this again tomorrow..

and maybe something will open up!


i'm tired and frustrated, and desperate and dang sleepy!


hope help comes tomorrow! ^^



something to say..

whew! i finally made my blog.. but dang! i dunno how to change the skin! i've tried everything, but nothing works!

anyways, i have to say, I'm very excited about graduation.. no, actually, I'm more excited on the graduation practices.. seems like I'm gonna be spending a lot of time with this new found friend I actually had a crush on.

i wonder how things are regarding his side of story??
but anyway, like what the song say,
A Girl Can DREAM...